Honestly,I found my rage,now to find my serenity.
eventually for this week,its all about the turning point.Instead of being the one that usually takes a step back and analyse the change,I was the one experienceing the change.
I just got my unofficial results.I was grateful,but as usual you would always have that lingering feeling that you are capable to do better. But looking at ligther note,I guess this is the kind of drive that I need.Tomorrow is the day we choose our subjects for sem 2.Hope I would choose the right subjects.
Besides that,I had been re-connecting with my friends.because ever since universiti started I was torn away from social activities.The excitement of seeing them again and just laughing it off is the fun part.Everybody has changed since the last time I saw them.Both in experience and background.
They say people that are close to you tend to hurt you.Its either they can't tell a simple truth or they just can't lie properly.Usually,when I say 'lets meet up and watch something together'.I actually mean,you better wait for me if you want to watch this or give me a heads up.But then,I guess you guys are individuals,and you think that's the best way to go about it.
One thing I learn though,I have to really disconnect myself from the social media.and that I should use it or check it if I get notifications.
There's this saying that I learnt recently from X-Men:First Class that was quaoted by Charles Xavier; "true focus lies between rage and serenity".
Seriously,who wouldn't take in what charles xavier if he looks like this.
unless he looks like this
then its a different matter.haha.oh well,now time to plan on what I need to do and what I need to research.
Now,this is my second turning point.Lets make the best of it to curb it :D
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